Homesick

Homesick again :(

Maybe because I don't have anything else to do. Its not as bad as it usually is though. I don't feel like I'm going to cave in on myself like before but I really really want to go home. :'(

I used to really stress out and worry about the loans and whether or not we'd be able to get them. But now I don't really care if we get them or not... Sometimes I secretly hope that they won't go through so that I can just go home.

This is horrible. ugh....

I'm going to try to sleep it off.

At least when I'm sleeping I can be with brandon sometimes.