So Sergio Mendes is my new hero at this current moment.
Do you know the odds are? That my hideous name is in a GOOD song? Not so great....But Sergio Saved me. *happiness*
I also reaaaally love
Shawty Get Loose with lil mama, chris brown and t-pain. LOVE her purple hair in that.
Mas Que Nada Black Eyed peas AND Sergio. win win
over and over again
-mag
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
GRRR
WHY?! Whyyyyy!?? Is my question. Do some people just not understand?
Listen to me and listen to me good. This not only applies to my mother and my supervisor but to every other person who doesn’t believe it.
Girls and guys can be friends without having romantic feelings for each other.
Got it? Now shut the freak up. I’m sooo sick of it. And it bugs me. When people assume that I have feelings for someone when I don’t. You may be thinking like most, well if she’s getting defensive about it, then she MUST have feelings for him. Well you’re wrong. Why am I getting so angry about this right now? I’ll tell you why. I have a boyfriend. A boyfriend whom I love and care about so much. A boyfriend who loves me and who I can’t live without right now. Its not fair to him. Even though I could keep it a total secret its still not fair for other people to be thinking that I have feelings for someone when I don’t. Brandon has ownership of every romantic feeling that exists in and out of my body and then some.
Now why am I getting so angry you ask. Who or what set you off? Well everyone. I was working downstairs today and I saw that Ralph was calling on gabby’s extension and I asked her if I could answer it. Eunice was here too because she was ready to relieve us for lunch. After I got off the phone with Ralph, Eunice turns to me with a smirk and says, “So whats going on between you and Ralph?” I say, “What are you talking about?” She got a hint that I was taken aback and slightly offended so she said, “Well you guys just talk a lot. The whole Office has noticed.”
WHATT??!!! Where the freak did you get any idea that we are romantically attracted to each other??!!! Just because we talk a lot doesn’t mean that we like each other. I don’t really get along with the other student workers. I eat lunch alone. I take a half an hour lunch to get out of this wretched place. Ralph is funny. He doesn’t try to be funny but he is. He is 36 years old and probably the most unattractive man on the floor. He is a chubby philipino guy with braces and the nastiest mustache I have ever seen and he has a birthmark on his lip. I DO NOT like him like that. And I like talking to Ralph. So what?
So what if Ralph is usually a quiet person? Its just talking and if he finally found someone to talk to for a bit then just back off.
I love Brandon and I would never do anything unloyal behind his back. I love him too much and he is too precious to risk.
I’m not going to be attracted to every single male that I talk to. And you especially mom. Even if he is around my age, it doesn’t mean we automatically have feelings for each other. So get off my back and let me have my friend without your hideous assumptions!
Listen to me and listen to me good. This not only applies to my mother and my supervisor but to every other person who doesn’t believe it.
Girls and guys can be friends without having romantic feelings for each other.
Got it? Now shut the freak up. I’m sooo sick of it. And it bugs me. When people assume that I have feelings for someone when I don’t. You may be thinking like most, well if she’s getting defensive about it, then she MUST have feelings for him. Well you’re wrong. Why am I getting so angry about this right now? I’ll tell you why. I have a boyfriend. A boyfriend whom I love and care about so much. A boyfriend who loves me and who I can’t live without right now. Its not fair to him. Even though I could keep it a total secret its still not fair for other people to be thinking that I have feelings for someone when I don’t. Brandon has ownership of every romantic feeling that exists in and out of my body and then some.
Now why am I getting so angry you ask. Who or what set you off? Well everyone. I was working downstairs today and I saw that Ralph was calling on gabby’s extension and I asked her if I could answer it. Eunice was here too because she was ready to relieve us for lunch. After I got off the phone with Ralph, Eunice turns to me with a smirk and says, “So whats going on between you and Ralph?” I say, “What are you talking about?” She got a hint that I was taken aback and slightly offended so she said, “Well you guys just talk a lot. The whole Office has noticed.”
WHATT??!!! Where the freak did you get any idea that we are romantically attracted to each other??!!! Just because we talk a lot doesn’t mean that we like each other. I don’t really get along with the other student workers. I eat lunch alone. I take a half an hour lunch to get out of this wretched place. Ralph is funny. He doesn’t try to be funny but he is. He is 36 years old and probably the most unattractive man on the floor. He is a chubby philipino guy with braces and the nastiest mustache I have ever seen and he has a birthmark on his lip. I DO NOT like him like that. And I like talking to Ralph. So what?
So what if Ralph is usually a quiet person? Its just talking and if he finally found someone to talk to for a bit then just back off.
I love Brandon and I would never do anything unloyal behind his back. I love him too much and he is too precious to risk.
I’m not going to be attracted to every single male that I talk to. And you especially mom. Even if he is around my age, it doesn’t mean we automatically have feelings for each other. So get off my back and let me have my friend without your hideous assumptions!
So Her I am
So her I am. At work. Again. Trying to keep myself awake. Again. I’m working down stairs all day today so at least I don’t have to scan. I’m so sleeepyy. I wanna go home already and its only 8:20…
ANGER
I painted my nails last night. They are purple :3 A really pretty purple. Yawwnn. Its 8:21 now. Oh joy I’ve lasted a minute. Oo I should count how many times I say good morning. I’ve said it easily at the least ten times today. I wonder when Brandon will wake up. He woke up at a nice time yesterday. Early enough for me to text him most of the day. So I just went to go and save this so I can send it to myself later and it always does that default thing where it wants to name your file the first few words you have and it said “So her I am.” Ironic. Firstly because I spelled ‘here’ wrong but that it still worked out. Kinda.
I wish I could have brought new moon down here. I can’t read down at the front desk though. It looks unprofessional I’m thinking. I have to look like I’m working on something. Like now. I should just leave all of my typos. That would be kinda enetertaining. So I’m reading new moon and I seriously love it. For many reasons (eleveln) I love it sooo much. Maybe because I can relate to it? Maybe because Stephenie Meyer is writing (twelve) from parts of herself that are identical to mine? I feel like that sometimes. Like she knows a part of me. She knows the way I think and the way I act. Not all of me of course but some of me she just pinpoints so perfectly. I feel like no one can do that besides God. She comes second then I guess. Thirteen times I’ve said good morning. I just said it now.
UGHH this chair sqeakssss. Damnn I spelled squeak wrong. Have fun with tht one.
Its 8:29 O: its been a total of eight mins. It should get busy down here at some point though. It always does. Until then, here I ma. Oh the typos.
I can’t wait to have kinds. Grr types. Wow wow wow TYPOS. Anyway I can’t wait to have hids. You know what I mean. I mean, they are going to be half me O: unless I’m like infertile or something which would really suckkkk. And I don’t meet a lot of people like me so it would be nice to have some people like that. You know? You know. Ooo I just saw David. He’s funny. He works in the IT department. He is always smilling and bobbing his head. (Fourteen) He got a haircut recently. Still looks exactly the same. Just a little shorter.
Ooop there he goes towards public art. Its 8:33. I’ve written this much already and its only 8:33? I kind of enjoy this though so I don’t mind. I like reading this kinda stuff later. In a few years I will come back and read it and be like HAHAHA ooooohhh magg you are sooo stupiddddd.
GUH! I get a phone call and the person doesn’t even respond… (fifteen)
Woah Tony just came in. He is one of the delivery guys. I had a little crush on him last summer. Nothing big, he’s just kinda attractive. He has the cutesttt girl. He carries a picture around with him in his wallet.
Holy shize its only 8:36 T-T
I don’t’ know if I can last. (sisteen) six you know what I mean. Sist. Sistly sister oo that one is a real word. Hahaha the other day Brandon (seventeen) says silly willy finilly. I was cracking upppp. Hahaha and he also said something else the other day that I couldn’t stop laughing at. I was driving away from his house and I sent him the word ‘sadface’ for some reason or another and he said (eighteen) (nineteen) ‘Focus on driving. Drivingface’ OH I had a ball with that one.
So I just looked it up and as of the word ‘one’ in the last paragraph I wrote 686 words…
(twenty) (twenty one) (twenty two) (twenty three) (twenty four) (twenty five) (twenty six) (twenty seven) (twenty eight)
Chapter 1 – Alive
I’m just barely alive. The computer is blinding me with its light. I think its talking to me…wait…shhh…listen to me…. Ahh that’s what its saying. It won’t stop.
“Look at me…”
I am looking at you. Freaking idiot. You’re a computer.
“No. I mean reeeally look at me. I’m good looking right? I mean, I don’t compare to other computers.”
What are you talking about?
“Touch me. My edges are so smooth and silver.”
Is that all you got? Smooth silver edges….you’re killing me. I’m not impressed.
“Just try it….”
You feel like a normal computer to me.
“But I’m seductive right?”
You’re a computer…I sound crazy you know that? I probably am crazy for having a conversation with a computer.
“But listen to me. Can you do me a favor?”
What kind of favor?
“I don’t want to be this anymore. I’m tired of being what I am.”
And the favor isss? Hold on. I have a text message…okay. Continue.
“I don’t want to be a computer anymore…”
What am I suppose to do about it? I just work here. Hahaha ohhh the craziness.
“Stop laughing! I need your help!”
But you aren’t telling me what you want help witthhh. There isn’t much I can do anyway. You’re a freaking computer.
“Unplug me. Unplug me and get it over with. Give me to a wreckless teenage boy and have him hit me right through my screen with a baseball bat. I’m tired of this life!”
Are you kidding me…? Not only are you a computer but you are a suicidal computer? “No. I’m not suicidal. Suicidal would better than what I am. I’m always forced to do what I don’t want to be! If I was suicidal at least I would be able to control what I do. I would have the privilege of being able to rid myself of this cruel world. Oh how I wish for that to be possible.”
You aren’t mine to unplug. I’m so sorry. Cry cry cry. Not to mention I would get fired for stealing you. And it goes against my morals to steal. Something this big anyway.
“Pleassee. Pleeeease. I’ll do anything. Just get rid of me…”
I can’t sorry. Yawwnn. Moving on.
“I’ll shut down if you don’t unplug me.”
Go for it. I can’t wait to see.
“UGH! You are just as cruel as the rest of this world. At least put me to sleep?”
I can’t. I have to look like I’m doing something here at work. Wait.
Okay sorry I had a phone call. It was Natasha. She wants to reserve a car.
“Alright…”
Stop being so sadd. Be happy!!
“What reasons do I have to be happy for?”
You’re alive?
“You’re proving my point…”
Ummm…you’re pretty!
“You weren’t impressed earlier.”
You are seriously killing my mood. I mean I was bored and now I’m not but I’d rather be bored than sad.
“Sorry…sigh. I don’t think I’ve ever been truly happy.”
Well you’re a computer. You can’t expect much.
“I guess. Everyone deserves something though you know?”
I know. I kinda actually wish there was something I could do now.
“Its alright. I freak out every now and then. Not everyone listens you know. At least you did that much.”
No problem. I’m not really occupied at this point anyway.
“Friends?”
Friends.
Chapter 2 – Bored Bored
So what do you do? I mean….I kind of know what you do but what do you like to do?
“There isn’t much I CAN do. I enjoy certain things but I can’t control anything.”
Oh. That stinks.
“I like showing videos. Its my exercise. It’s the spice of my life.”
I can’t watch many videos except for the boring port videos.
“Its okay. Don’t feel pressured to have to do anything for me.”
Okay. Otherwise I’d be all over youtube. You know? It would totally get flagged and sent to HR though.
“Unfortunately.”
Unfortunately.
“Do you own a computer?”
Of course I do haha it’s the 21st century. I think 9 out of every ten households has a computer.
“Oh well what kinda of computer do you have?”
A computer…
“What kind of computer?”
You are just going to get mad at me and be all mopey again if I tell you.
“Oh no…”
I figured that might give it away regardless.
“I can’t speak to you.”
You aren’t. Don’t be angry. It’s a really good working computer. I’ve had it for almost two years.
“Oh well isn’t that just nice for you.”
Comee onnnn. We were just talking all nicely and polite…don’t ruin it.
“You don’t know how hard it is to be a computer.”
I think maybe I need to go check myself into a psych ward after this. Like seriously.
“Humph.”
Silence.
Cliff hanger. I will probably never finish that haha. Now you know how bored I get sometimes. Fun right?
-mag
1:31pm
Three more hours to go. My eyelids just want to slide shut and take me away to a nice sleeping state. Oh how I would love that. So sleepy.
Shh let me sleep..sleeep..sleep. Snooooooooooooooooz. Snooooooooooooooooz. Snooooooooooooooo….zzz
Someone sign onto aim for the love of freaking petterrr.. GAHH
BRAIN esxplossionnnnn
Poop
Poof.
I’m going to start talking to inanimate object again….ohh noooo…
ANGER
I painted my nails last night. They are purple :3 A really pretty purple. Yawwnn. Its 8:21 now. Oh joy I’ve lasted a minute. Oo I should count how many times I say good morning. I’ve said it easily at the least ten times today. I wonder when Brandon will wake up. He woke up at a nice time yesterday. Early enough for me to text him most of the day. So I just went to go and save this so I can send it to myself later and it always does that default thing where it wants to name your file the first few words you have and it said “So her I am.” Ironic. Firstly because I spelled ‘here’ wrong but that it still worked out. Kinda.
I wish I could have brought new moon down here. I can’t read down at the front desk though. It looks unprofessional I’m thinking. I have to look like I’m working on something. Like now. I should just leave all of my typos. That would be kinda enetertaining. So I’m reading new moon and I seriously love it. For many reasons (eleveln) I love it sooo much. Maybe because I can relate to it? Maybe because Stephenie Meyer is writing (twelve) from parts of herself that are identical to mine? I feel like that sometimes. Like she knows a part of me. She knows the way I think and the way I act. Not all of me of course but some of me she just pinpoints so perfectly. I feel like no one can do that besides God. She comes second then I guess. Thirteen times I’ve said good morning. I just said it now.
UGHH this chair sqeakssss. Damnn I spelled squeak wrong. Have fun with tht one.
Its 8:29 O: its been a total of eight mins. It should get busy down here at some point though. It always does. Until then, here I ma. Oh the typos.
I can’t wait to have kinds. Grr types. Wow wow wow TYPOS. Anyway I can’t wait to have hids. You know what I mean. I mean, they are going to be half me O: unless I’m like infertile or something which would really suckkkk. And I don’t meet a lot of people like me so it would be nice to have some people like that. You know? You know. Ooo I just saw David. He’s funny. He works in the IT department. He is always smilling and bobbing his head. (Fourteen) He got a haircut recently. Still looks exactly the same. Just a little shorter.
Ooop there he goes towards public art. Its 8:33. I’ve written this much already and its only 8:33? I kind of enjoy this though so I don’t mind. I like reading this kinda stuff later. In a few years I will come back and read it and be like HAHAHA ooooohhh magg you are sooo stupiddddd.
GUH! I get a phone call and the person doesn’t even respond… (fifteen)
Woah Tony just came in. He is one of the delivery guys. I had a little crush on him last summer. Nothing big, he’s just kinda attractive. He has the cutesttt girl. He carries a picture around with him in his wallet.
Holy shize its only 8:36 T-T
I don’t’ know if I can last. (sisteen) six you know what I mean. Sist. Sistly sister oo that one is a real word. Hahaha the other day Brandon (seventeen) says silly willy finilly. I was cracking upppp. Hahaha and he also said something else the other day that I couldn’t stop laughing at. I was driving away from his house and I sent him the word ‘sadface’ for some reason or another and he said (eighteen) (nineteen) ‘Focus on driving. Drivingface’ OH I had a ball with that one.
So I just looked it up and as of the word ‘one’ in the last paragraph I wrote 686 words…
(twenty) (twenty one) (twenty two) (twenty three) (twenty four) (twenty five) (twenty six) (twenty seven) (twenty eight)
Chapter 1 – Alive
I’m just barely alive. The computer is blinding me with its light. I think its talking to me…wait…shhh…listen to me…. Ahh that’s what its saying. It won’t stop.
“Look at me…”
I am looking at you. Freaking idiot. You’re a computer.
“No. I mean reeeally look at me. I’m good looking right? I mean, I don’t compare to other computers.”
What are you talking about?
“Touch me. My edges are so smooth and silver.”
Is that all you got? Smooth silver edges….you’re killing me. I’m not impressed.
“Just try it….”
You feel like a normal computer to me.
“But I’m seductive right?”
You’re a computer…I sound crazy you know that? I probably am crazy for having a conversation with a computer.
“But listen to me. Can you do me a favor?”
What kind of favor?
“I don’t want to be this anymore. I’m tired of being what I am.”
And the favor isss? Hold on. I have a text message…okay. Continue.
“I don’t want to be a computer anymore…”
What am I suppose to do about it? I just work here. Hahaha ohhh the craziness.
“Stop laughing! I need your help!”
But you aren’t telling me what you want help witthhh. There isn’t much I can do anyway. You’re a freaking computer.
“Unplug me. Unplug me and get it over with. Give me to a wreckless teenage boy and have him hit me right through my screen with a baseball bat. I’m tired of this life!”
Are you kidding me…? Not only are you a computer but you are a suicidal computer? “No. I’m not suicidal. Suicidal would better than what I am. I’m always forced to do what I don’t want to be! If I was suicidal at least I would be able to control what I do. I would have the privilege of being able to rid myself of this cruel world. Oh how I wish for that to be possible.”
You aren’t mine to unplug. I’m so sorry. Cry cry cry. Not to mention I would get fired for stealing you. And it goes against my morals to steal. Something this big anyway.
“Pleassee. Pleeeease. I’ll do anything. Just get rid of me…”
I can’t sorry. Yawwnn. Moving on.
“I’ll shut down if you don’t unplug me.”
Go for it. I can’t wait to see.
“UGH! You are just as cruel as the rest of this world. At least put me to sleep?”
I can’t. I have to look like I’m doing something here at work. Wait.
Okay sorry I had a phone call. It was Natasha. She wants to reserve a car.
“Alright…”
Stop being so sadd. Be happy!!
“What reasons do I have to be happy for?”
You’re alive?
“You’re proving my point…”
Ummm…you’re pretty!
“You weren’t impressed earlier.”
You are seriously killing my mood. I mean I was bored and now I’m not but I’d rather be bored than sad.
“Sorry…sigh. I don’t think I’ve ever been truly happy.”
Well you’re a computer. You can’t expect much.
“I guess. Everyone deserves something though you know?”
I know. I kinda actually wish there was something I could do now.
“Its alright. I freak out every now and then. Not everyone listens you know. At least you did that much.”
No problem. I’m not really occupied at this point anyway.
“Friends?”
Friends.
Chapter 2 – Bored Bored
So what do you do? I mean….I kind of know what you do but what do you like to do?
“There isn’t much I CAN do. I enjoy certain things but I can’t control anything.”
Oh. That stinks.
“I like showing videos. Its my exercise. It’s the spice of my life.”
I can’t watch many videos except for the boring port videos.
“Its okay. Don’t feel pressured to have to do anything for me.”
Okay. Otherwise I’d be all over youtube. You know? It would totally get flagged and sent to HR though.
“Unfortunately.”
Unfortunately.
“Do you own a computer?”
Of course I do haha it’s the 21st century. I think 9 out of every ten households has a computer.
“Oh well what kinda of computer do you have?”
A computer…
“What kind of computer?”
You are just going to get mad at me and be all mopey again if I tell you.
“Oh no…”
I figured that might give it away regardless.
“I can’t speak to you.”
You aren’t. Don’t be angry. It’s a really good working computer. I’ve had it for almost two years.
“Oh well isn’t that just nice for you.”
Comee onnnn. We were just talking all nicely and polite…don’t ruin it.
“You don’t know how hard it is to be a computer.”
I think maybe I need to go check myself into a psych ward after this. Like seriously.
“Humph.”
Silence.
Cliff hanger. I will probably never finish that haha. Now you know how bored I get sometimes. Fun right?
-mag
1:31pm
Three more hours to go. My eyelids just want to slide shut and take me away to a nice sleeping state. Oh how I would love that. So sleepy.
Shh let me sleep..sleeep..sleep. Snooooooooooooooooz. Snooooooooooooooooz. Snooooooooooooooo….zzz
Someone sign onto aim for the love of freaking petterrr.. GAHH
BRAIN esxplossionnnnn
Poop
Poof.
I’m going to start talking to inanimate object again….ohh noooo…
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Office Jokes
So there are some things in that the people at the office say all the time. A lotta them are soo funny.
The first one is that whenever they talk about something sexy or think something is hot they say "Hellooo KITTTYY!!" Its soooo greattt. Even the guys say it hahahaha I seriously love it.
The second one is "You just calm down" but everyone says it like "You juss cyalm dayown" its sooo funny.
and the third-and this is my favorite-is when you have a really dumb blonde stupid moment they say "Aw she's so pretty"
hahahahahhahaha its like...."You're really stupid, but its okay, because you're pretty and you might be able to get by that way." hahaha its so great. I love it.
More to come...
The first one is that whenever they talk about something sexy or think something is hot they say "Hellooo KITTTYY!!" Its soooo greattt. Even the guys say it hahahaha I seriously love it.
The second one is "You just calm down" but everyone says it like "You juss cyalm dayown" its sooo funny.
and the third-and this is my favorite-is when you have a really dumb blonde stupid moment they say "Aw she's so pretty"
hahahahahhahaha its like...."You're really stupid, but its okay, because you're pretty and you might be able to get by that way." hahaha its so great. I love it.
More to come...
Updates!
So everyone....here are some updates on mag's microscopic life =) There are sub-categories provided because this one is going to be a long oneee. Have fun
3 Days with Brandon
These three days were my favorite with him. Lots of cuddling some hiking and walking. It was nice. We went to a water fall that was in a canyon. It took us an hour to get to it and it was HOTTT. Jeebes it was hot. We got there and we were kinda ready to just jump into the little water fall place but we wanted to eat first. We should have waited because by the time we were done eating we were cooled off. Oh well! It was sooo prettyy..and i love pretty places. So it was def a nice thing to do together. There was a lot of green and some shade with pretty water. I loved it. The water was FREEEZING though. Brandon dragged me in to kiss me under the water fall. Cute. i'm glad he did it. The hike back was def worse but it was all worth it. The other two days we lounged around and watched movies, cleaned his pool, went to mcdonalds, shopped at walmart, visted my aunt and uncle, and stuff like that. I loved it.
Caitlin
So I hung out with caitlin and we went to jamba juice and walmart and tye dyed some t-shirts at her house. It was so much fun. I really missed her and i still do. Its a sad thing that she lives kinda far. I'm going to miss her when she moves away to college. sadfaceeee. We ended up putting tattoos all over our bodies. It was hilarious. We were up until like 1:30 doing our shirts. So much fun. She is amazing. The end.
Work
GAH I HATE YOU WORKK!!!! BUT i need the money and the people are nice. Its the work and lack of friends that I don't like. Everyone is sooo nice though. Don't get me wrong. Here are my favorite people from work. Ralph and Annette. I love them! They seriously get me through the day. Annette works down at the call center but I go down there to visit her a lot and when i can and we have five min chats. She is so nice and HILARIOUS. I dunno if its because she is black or not. And I dunno whether that was a super racist comment. I don't mean it to be offensive in anyway but she is just sooo funny. And then there is Ralph. He doesn't try to be funny but he CRACKS ME UP. Oh mannnn. He is this nerdy philipino dude that has braces and a bad mustache. Not so attractive but hilarious. We get along pretty well and he supervises me a lot because Amber doesn't have a lot for me to do. He went a whole week calling staples-staplers and visa versa. I could not contain myself. It was so funny. Anyway, he does nerdy stuff like that. Its pretty great. Between him and Annette, I can live through work. And talking on aim every so often and reading my book helps too.
Wisdom Teeth
So i got my wisdom teeth pulled on July 3rd. I was sooo drugggeedd. AND they drugged me triple the the amount of catie. WHAT THEY HEY?? It felt like twenty mins but it was really like three hours. They had to wheell chair me out of the place to the car. I remember literally seeing two of everything. They stuffed my mouth with gauze so that i looked like a freaking squirrel in the spring. It was horrible. I remember being dizzy and hungry and going to the carl's jr drive through and whining for a hamburger but my mother would not buy me one! I was crying hhahahaha watta lame-o. I ended up being naseous the whole day anyway and i slept mostly and threw up a few times and i couldn't open my mouth all the way blah blah. So Catie and I woke up around 7 i think and we stayed up the WHOLE night ironing beads together and stuff and watching tv too. Eddie came over and made beads with us too. We were up until seriously 5:30 in the morning. Crazy....but super fun. hahah
Laser Tag
So I think i finally found something that i'm semi-good at! I beat everyone by a thousand points during the free for all. Its pretty awesome. Love it. I was the destroyer again. I recently went with Marissa, tess, eddie, and catie. It was pretty fun. Then we came over to my house and played apples to apples and then we went over to marissa's house and watched emperor's new groove. Good times.
Running
I started running again. Its actually Really refreshing. And i've lost four pounds so far. yay! slowly i'm losing weight but at least its happening. It puts me in a pretty good mood in the morning too. I ALSO GOT A RICHARD SIMMONS WORKOUT VIDEO!!! Its so much fun. He is the sweetest most fun man ever. Love it.
Shopping with Marissa
So with our first pay checks, marissa and i went shopping at otay ranch mall. I'm going to make a list of the things that i bought. I spent around a hundred dollars *yay*
1. A really cool headband from H&M
2. Earrings from H&M
3. Three pairs of cute undies from Victoria's secret
4. A new bottle of lotion from Bath and Body works/Sweet Pea
5. An Earring screen from Clairs
6. A piece of Pizza
7. The perfume Sofia by benefit
8. LoveJoy Blush from sephora
I think thats it. I'll come back and add it later if i remember something else.
Harry Potter
We went to the midnight premeire of HP 6. It was amazing. Most people didn't like it but i LOVED it. Its officially my second favorite HP. My favorite will always be the first one. A lot of people I know didn't like it =( Oh well. I'm just weird i guess. Tess and I dressed up. It was pretty fun.
Day with Brandon
I got to spend the day with brandon last saturday. I felt sooo relieved during and there after. I get so stressed with the time apart and everything. It really sucks. We watched some movies and walked around and looked at some stores. I bought him some takis. He loved them =) We got some food at a taco shop and had our chips later. We also stopped by the 99 cent store and I got the coolest Jonas Brother photo album. He tried to make it so i wouldn't buy it hahaha it was funny. Anyway. Loved the day with him. I always do.
Nom
I found my nom stencil and put it on my wall =)
DONE!
I'll try to keep up so i don't have to do this again.
-mag aka bella (That story is for another time )
3 Days with Brandon
These three days were my favorite with him. Lots of cuddling some hiking and walking. It was nice. We went to a water fall that was in a canyon. It took us an hour to get to it and it was HOTTT. Jeebes it was hot. We got there and we were kinda ready to just jump into the little water fall place but we wanted to eat first. We should have waited because by the time we were done eating we were cooled off. Oh well! It was sooo prettyy..and i love pretty places. So it was def a nice thing to do together. There was a lot of green and some shade with pretty water. I loved it. The water was FREEEZING though. Brandon dragged me in to kiss me under the water fall. Cute. i'm glad he did it. The hike back was def worse but it was all worth it. The other two days we lounged around and watched movies, cleaned his pool, went to mcdonalds, shopped at walmart, visted my aunt and uncle, and stuff like that. I loved it.
Caitlin
So I hung out with caitlin and we went to jamba juice and walmart and tye dyed some t-shirts at her house. It was so much fun. I really missed her and i still do. Its a sad thing that she lives kinda far. I'm going to miss her when she moves away to college. sadfaceeee. We ended up putting tattoos all over our bodies. It was hilarious. We were up until like 1:30 doing our shirts. So much fun. She is amazing. The end.
Work
GAH I HATE YOU WORKK!!!! BUT i need the money and the people are nice. Its the work and lack of friends that I don't like. Everyone is sooo nice though. Don't get me wrong. Here are my favorite people from work. Ralph and Annette. I love them! They seriously get me through the day. Annette works down at the call center but I go down there to visit her a lot and when i can and we have five min chats. She is so nice and HILARIOUS. I dunno if its because she is black or not. And I dunno whether that was a super racist comment. I don't mean it to be offensive in anyway but she is just sooo funny. And then there is Ralph. He doesn't try to be funny but he CRACKS ME UP. Oh mannnn. He is this nerdy philipino dude that has braces and a bad mustache. Not so attractive but hilarious. We get along pretty well and he supervises me a lot because Amber doesn't have a lot for me to do. He went a whole week calling staples-staplers and visa versa. I could not contain myself. It was so funny. Anyway, he does nerdy stuff like that. Its pretty great. Between him and Annette, I can live through work. And talking on aim every so often and reading my book helps too.
Wisdom Teeth
So i got my wisdom teeth pulled on July 3rd. I was sooo drugggeedd. AND they drugged me triple the the amount of catie. WHAT THEY HEY?? It felt like twenty mins but it was really like three hours. They had to wheell chair me out of the place to the car. I remember literally seeing two of everything. They stuffed my mouth with gauze so that i looked like a freaking squirrel in the spring. It was horrible. I remember being dizzy and hungry and going to the carl's jr drive through and whining for a hamburger but my mother would not buy me one! I was crying hhahahaha watta lame-o. I ended up being naseous the whole day anyway and i slept mostly and threw up a few times and i couldn't open my mouth all the way blah blah. So Catie and I woke up around 7 i think and we stayed up the WHOLE night ironing beads together and stuff and watching tv too. Eddie came over and made beads with us too. We were up until seriously 5:30 in the morning. Crazy....but super fun. hahah
Laser Tag
So I think i finally found something that i'm semi-good at! I beat everyone by a thousand points during the free for all. Its pretty awesome. Love it. I was the destroyer again. I recently went with Marissa, tess, eddie, and catie. It was pretty fun. Then we came over to my house and played apples to apples and then we went over to marissa's house and watched emperor's new groove. Good times.
Running
I started running again. Its actually Really refreshing. And i've lost four pounds so far. yay! slowly i'm losing weight but at least its happening. It puts me in a pretty good mood in the morning too. I ALSO GOT A RICHARD SIMMONS WORKOUT VIDEO!!! Its so much fun. He is the sweetest most fun man ever. Love it.
Shopping with Marissa
So with our first pay checks, marissa and i went shopping at otay ranch mall. I'm going to make a list of the things that i bought. I spent around a hundred dollars *yay*
1. A really cool headband from H&M
2. Earrings from H&M
3. Three pairs of cute undies from Victoria's secret
4. A new bottle of lotion from Bath and Body works/Sweet Pea
5. An Earring screen from Clairs
6. A piece of Pizza
7. The perfume Sofia by benefit
8. LoveJoy Blush from sephora
I think thats it. I'll come back and add it later if i remember something else.
Harry Potter
We went to the midnight premeire of HP 6. It was amazing. Most people didn't like it but i LOVED it. Its officially my second favorite HP. My favorite will always be the first one. A lot of people I know didn't like it =( Oh well. I'm just weird i guess. Tess and I dressed up. It was pretty fun.
Day with Brandon
I got to spend the day with brandon last saturday. I felt sooo relieved during and there after. I get so stressed with the time apart and everything. It really sucks. We watched some movies and walked around and looked at some stores. I bought him some takis. He loved them =) We got some food at a taco shop and had our chips later. We also stopped by the 99 cent store and I got the coolest Jonas Brother photo album. He tried to make it so i wouldn't buy it hahaha it was funny. Anyway. Loved the day with him. I always do.
Nom
I found my nom stencil and put it on my wall =)
DONE!
I'll try to keep up so i don't have to do this again.
-mag aka bella (That story is for another time )
Monday, July 20, 2009
Friday, July 17, 2009
The Great Shipwreck of Life
This song leaves me speechless. Oh how i love music! This is a haze of a sweet escape for my ears and soul. Oh how the word love wouldn't even begin to describe this song for me. I tip my hat to you once again chris. I'm also really addicted to your song, Sick. And thirdly addicted to Heads Will Roll by yeah yeah yeahs GENIUS! Go watch the music video!!! but anyway. Here is mag's tribute to only few of the wonderful songs that she has.
I'll be Peter Pan and you just be pretty.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZK4SUof_yv8&feature=channel_page
I'll be Peter Pan and you just be pretty.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZK4SUof_yv8&feature=channel_page
Thursday, July 16, 2009
So...
So I have a HUGE blog that i'm working on that includes recent events in mag's life but i'm still working on it. This is a just for now kinda thing. Here are a few things that i want to do before I die.
1. Go Skydiving. In the next year for sureee i will go. It looks like the experience of a lifetime.
2. Go skinny dipping in a pretty lake under the moonlight. This one is more of a need to do.
3. Ride in a hot air balloon.
I have more and I will be thinking of more because my mind continues to work and my soul continues to grow and change.
The sensation of coming into physical contact with Brandon never gets old. I think about it a lot. He's the number one thing that I think about. Obsessive? Not really. Desperate? Possibly. In love? Strongly. Its hard. I won't lie or stretch any truth about that. But I still love him and I'm doing my best to make this work.
peace
-mag
1. Go Skydiving. In the next year for sureee i will go. It looks like the experience of a lifetime.
2. Go skinny dipping in a pretty lake under the moonlight. This one is more of a need to do.
3. Ride in a hot air balloon.
I have more and I will be thinking of more because my mind continues to work and my soul continues to grow and change.
The sensation of coming into physical contact with Brandon never gets old. I think about it a lot. He's the number one thing that I think about. Obsessive? Not really. Desperate? Possibly. In love? Strongly. Its hard. I won't lie or stretch any truth about that. But I still love him and I'm doing my best to make this work.
peace
-mag
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Muffley
My muffy dug a hole into a backpack and slept under my dad's jacket....cutest thing ever?! CHYAA
Feel free to be jealous. Turn green. Cross your heart!!! CROSS ITT!!!
Love you muffin. <3
p.s. UP was like the best movie i've seen in a long time. Loved it.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Two Days/iamx
On Friday and Saturday I spent time with Brandon. Easily my favorite two days with him. I drove up there after taking domino to school and picked up brandon and then he helped me try to find my Aunt cici's house. We got SOOOO looooossstttedd. It was fun though. We ended up calling her and she helped us find our way. We stayed a bit and talked for a while and i got the key to the house. Then we went back to his house and snuggled a bit and watched movies. One of my favorite things to do in the entire worlddd. Then! we got subway :3 We got a spicy italian and split it with some potato chips and ice tea. We drove to the park and had it there. The park is soooo preetttyyyy. It has a lake and really pretty green grass. We basically had a little generic picnic there but I loved it anyway. I had been craving that sandwhich for soooo looong. haha. So we had sandwhicheys and talked about the weirdo birds there en stuffs. The park with the lake was a very nice place to just be. Then we went back to his house and watched some more movies :3 Then! we went to the concert yaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy...!!! IAMX was soooo GOOD It was just out of this world. Nothing compared to my Keane experience but i would deffff go see iamx again. Good stufff. They are so original and amazing and soooooo goood at performing. Jeanine was SOO COOL. She's like my new idol. Love her. She was amazing. Chris was just indescribable. His talent is so much more apparent through the way he performs. I wish i could meet him. He and Jeanine had the coolest moments where they interacted with each other on stage. I was so jealous. I wish I could interact with someone like that involving music. I would have to learn how to read music and produce it first i guess. haha. And i had Brandon there =) That was amazing. He watched over me and helped me when i needed it and always offered to do something extra. He's a really good boyfriend. <333 We stood for soooo looongggg. Like over three hours i think. We also made fun of some of the freaky people there hahaha there were some crazy people there. There was one couple that was SUPER hella effing drunk and they were soooo ready to do each other right then and there. I was cracking uppp. On our way out i was struggling to walk because I was sooo sore haha. When we got to the curb, Brandon scooped me up onto the sidewalk. It was so sweet. <3 We drove back to his house and I dropped him off after kissing him goodnight and went back to Aunt Cici's to sleep. I slept until around nine and left a note saying thank to them for letting me stay over. I went over to Brandon's and on the way i got some french toast stix that we split. =) We watched some more movies and then went to the movies and watched up. SOOOOOO gooood. I Loved it! Five stars for me. Then we went to the mall. Omg....the forever 21 there was huuuugeeeee.. two huuugeee flooors. It was amazing. I was going crazy. Brandon liked watching me pick out things and look through everything. It was cute <3 I choose out a lottaaa stuff and i only got one sweater haha. I also got some earrings and Brandon bought my a little coin purse shaped like a heart <3 I love it. We were there for an hour.....I was going at super duper speed mode too!! Crazy. I could spend a good day in there and maybe come back the next day. I'm def going to take marissa there sometime. Then we went to Victoria's Secret because I wanted to show him something but their's was sooo smalll. The one me and marissa went to was bigger. Then we went back to his house and snuggled one last time to Nightmare before Christmas. Then I had to leave. =( Thats the worst part always blahh. Its soooo harrdd... and then when I get home the day after is just horrible. Like I need my drugs. Bad withdrawal. bad bad...
Anyway, The two days we had together were amazing and I loved it. =) I'm going to spend another three days with him and i can't wait. <333
Anyway, The two days we had together were amazing and I loved it. =) I'm going to spend another three days with him and i can't wait. <333
Sunday, June 07, 2009
Frustrated
I wish all of my entries could be happy or funny or about trivial events that go on in my life but they can't all be so. Some do most unfortunately cover the bad things too. This is the warning that this isn't a happy one. I'm frustrated. For many reasons.
I'm frustrated because i can't keep my hands off of food and i don't know why. Because it keeps me overweight which makes me feel worse about myself.
Frustrated because i'm covered in acne. It won't go away and everyone else gets to have semi-perfect skin.
Frustrated because i go around telling other people that body image shouldn't matter yet i over judge myself. It shouldn't matter but I worry about what i look like all the time,
Frustrated because i'm not good at anything.
Frustrated because I can't find a normal job for the life of me. Stupid port job. At least its a job.
Frustrated because i'm sore and ache all over even when i'm not moving.
Frustrated because of a dream where i got raped over and over again. Waking up emotionally drained is horrible.
But just one thing really pushes me over the edge. Everything else is bearable most of the time but this last thing is the worst and has the biggest impact on me.
Frustrated because i'm in love with someone i can't be with. To have someone that makes you so happy and not have them at the same time is sooo hardd. I'm blessed that i have him in the first place. But no one has made me happier when i needed it the most. He was there for me when i didn't think i could go to anyone else. To be so emotionally drawn to someone and then be separated is torture. I did this to myself. I could have easily in so many places in our relationship have stopped it from growing into what it is now, but i didn't. I needed him and i always do. People tell me that i still have it easy and that i shouldn't be complaining but i don't careeeee. I'm GOING to complain. He makes me feel good about myself and loves every bit of me and he makes me happy. To not have enough time with him hurts and this is my greatest frustration.
I don't believe in the saying you can't truly love other people until you love yourself. I don't love myself 100%. Sure i'm comfortable with myself and love myself enough that i can function normally and not do anything rash or crazy but there are things about me that i don't love at all. So there, i don't love myself completely. Do I love my family? Yes. Do i love my amazing friends? Yes. Do I love my boyfriend? More than anything.
Its not a fake love or a false love or anything thats unhealthy. Its the goodness and happiness that they give to me that i wish for the rest of them. Therefore i do not have to love myself completely to truly love them because i do love them. So much.
So this one was a sappy one. But i'm human. And this is a way to help figure out what i'm actually feeling. And it helps.
This one was depressing i know and i apologize.
-Sappy sap sappy mag
byes
I'm frustrated because i can't keep my hands off of food and i don't know why. Because it keeps me overweight which makes me feel worse about myself.
Frustrated because i'm covered in acne. It won't go away and everyone else gets to have semi-perfect skin.
Frustrated because i go around telling other people that body image shouldn't matter yet i over judge myself. It shouldn't matter but I worry about what i look like all the time,
Frustrated because i'm not good at anything.
Frustrated because I can't find a normal job for the life of me. Stupid port job. At least its a job.
Frustrated because i'm sore and ache all over even when i'm not moving.
Frustrated because of a dream where i got raped over and over again. Waking up emotionally drained is horrible.
But just one thing really pushes me over the edge. Everything else is bearable most of the time but this last thing is the worst and has the biggest impact on me.
Frustrated because i'm in love with someone i can't be with. To have someone that makes you so happy and not have them at the same time is sooo hardd. I'm blessed that i have him in the first place. But no one has made me happier when i needed it the most. He was there for me when i didn't think i could go to anyone else. To be so emotionally drawn to someone and then be separated is torture. I did this to myself. I could have easily in so many places in our relationship have stopped it from growing into what it is now, but i didn't. I needed him and i always do. People tell me that i still have it easy and that i shouldn't be complaining but i don't careeeee. I'm GOING to complain. He makes me feel good about myself and loves every bit of me and he makes me happy. To not have enough time with him hurts and this is my greatest frustration.
I don't believe in the saying you can't truly love other people until you love yourself. I don't love myself 100%. Sure i'm comfortable with myself and love myself enough that i can function normally and not do anything rash or crazy but there are things about me that i don't love at all. So there, i don't love myself completely. Do I love my family? Yes. Do i love my amazing friends? Yes. Do I love my boyfriend? More than anything.
Its not a fake love or a false love or anything thats unhealthy. Its the goodness and happiness that they give to me that i wish for the rest of them. Therefore i do not have to love myself completely to truly love them because i do love them. So much.
So this one was a sappy one. But i'm human. And this is a way to help figure out what i'm actually feeling. And it helps.
This one was depressing i know and i apologize.
-Sappy sap sappy mag
byes
Monday, June 01, 2009
Crazy Weekend
So! I had a fun filled crazy busy weekend. It was nice. I'm going to love the summerr.
Friday.
So Catie and I drove downtown for raf's graduation. We had to park in horton plaza and get the ticket validated and this sales lady totally scammed me. She was so pushy and to make her shutup, i just bought the makeup she was selling. 10 bucks. The makeup works well but i really didn't wanna buy anything gah. I'm such a pushoverr.... Raf's graduation. Kinda boring but still fun. I ran into a lot of people i haven't seen in awhile like Steph, Carly, Lizzie and Jake. =)
Then me rosie and catie walked over to horton plaza where we said hi to veronica working her shift at starbucks and then we went to the car and drove over to Raf's for his grad party. We had food and had a mario-kart tournament. Fun times fun times.
Saturday
Slept like nobody's businessss. hahahah Went to the festival at school for awhile and played the wii with raf tess and marissa. That was pretty fun. I think i suck at all video games hahah Then i went with the fam to Emily Jenson's singing recital. She was sooooooo gooooood. She wants to pursue a career in opra. She could totally do it. It was at a piano place and i messed with the pianos and my mom bought my sheet music! She bought me harry potter and high school musical :D
Came home, talked to my boyfriend on the phonee until we fell asleeps.
Sunday
Woke up. Went to a Girl Scout thing for like 4 hours and taught little girls how to make pudgie pies and pudding and vinegar rocketss. That was funnn. The kids are cute. Then we went to choir practice and then mass and then had dinner at the festival after mass. Went on some jumpers and then came home and talked to the wonderful boyfriend again.
Nice Weekend. =)
This is what i've been waiting for. A crazy busy fun summer and i look forward to having more time with my friends and Brandon especially <3
YAY SUMMER
Friday.
So Catie and I drove downtown for raf's graduation. We had to park in horton plaza and get the ticket validated and this sales lady totally scammed me. She was so pushy and to make her shutup, i just bought the makeup she was selling. 10 bucks. The makeup works well but i really didn't wanna buy anything gah. I'm such a pushoverr.... Raf's graduation. Kinda boring but still fun. I ran into a lot of people i haven't seen in awhile like Steph, Carly, Lizzie and Jake. =)
Then me rosie and catie walked over to horton plaza where we said hi to veronica working her shift at starbucks and then we went to the car and drove over to Raf's for his grad party. We had food and had a mario-kart tournament. Fun times fun times.
Saturday
Slept like nobody's businessss. hahahah Went to the festival at school for awhile and played the wii with raf tess and marissa. That was pretty fun. I think i suck at all video games hahah Then i went with the fam to Emily Jenson's singing recital. She was sooooooo gooooood. She wants to pursue a career in opra. She could totally do it. It was at a piano place and i messed with the pianos and my mom bought my sheet music! She bought me harry potter and high school musical :D
Came home, talked to my boyfriend on the phonee until we fell asleeps.
Sunday
Woke up. Went to a Girl Scout thing for like 4 hours and taught little girls how to make pudgie pies and pudding and vinegar rocketss. That was funnn. The kids are cute. Then we went to choir practice and then mass and then had dinner at the festival after mass. Went on some jumpers and then came home and talked to the wonderful boyfriend again.
Nice Weekend. =)
This is what i've been waiting for. A crazy busy fun summer and i look forward to having more time with my friends and Brandon especially <3
YAY SUMMER
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Dear Dear
At mom's school. Bored. Thought i'd do a little writing writing writing.
Dear iPod,
You may not be the best but you do your job. At the moment, you are entertaining me. I wonder what it feels like to hold music. Oh the metaphors that just ran through my head. The idea of holding music. It sounds comforting. I wish i could hold music. I would be so tempted to eat it. OH to taste music would be amazing. I'm not sure if i would use my time to do anything else. Moving on.
Dear Empty Cans and Bottles,
When one is in need of money you become extremely valuable. I've recently been keeping an eye out. You guys like to hide out in random places. Under desks, on roofs, on the street, in the livers of whales. I'm not Jonah. Just come out. Hiding is no good. Look at it this way. If you stay hidden then you stay there and rot and disinegrate alone. If you come with me, you get to go with a bunch of friends into a bag, which is basically a party. Then! you get to be taken to the recycling center and compressed with your friends and sent away to a place where they clean you up, re-melt you, and make you into a nice new bottle again. Doesn't that sound nice? Your fate is in your hands. Some of you can't escape so make your decisions wisely.
Dear Dear Dear,
You've become a kind of blog entry for me, where i can write my thoughts out to inanimate objects. Its kind of comforting making my thoughts concrete in this way. Keep em comin and Thank you =)
Dear Missa,
Mermaid
Dear Brandon,
Warm Cookies
Dear Eddie,
Ashley
Dear Caitlin,
Sourpatch Kids
Dear Catie,
Corn
Dear Everyone else,
Pay it Forward
over and out
-mag
Dear iPod,
You may not be the best but you do your job. At the moment, you are entertaining me. I wonder what it feels like to hold music. Oh the metaphors that just ran through my head. The idea of holding music. It sounds comforting. I wish i could hold music. I would be so tempted to eat it. OH to taste music would be amazing. I'm not sure if i would use my time to do anything else. Moving on.
Dear Empty Cans and Bottles,
When one is in need of money you become extremely valuable. I've recently been keeping an eye out. You guys like to hide out in random places. Under desks, on roofs, on the street, in the livers of whales. I'm not Jonah. Just come out. Hiding is no good. Look at it this way. If you stay hidden then you stay there and rot and disinegrate alone. If you come with me, you get to go with a bunch of friends into a bag, which is basically a party. Then! you get to be taken to the recycling center and compressed with your friends and sent away to a place where they clean you up, re-melt you, and make you into a nice new bottle again. Doesn't that sound nice? Your fate is in your hands. Some of you can't escape so make your decisions wisely.
Dear Dear Dear,
You've become a kind of blog entry for me, where i can write my thoughts out to inanimate objects. Its kind of comforting making my thoughts concrete in this way. Keep em comin and Thank you =)
Dear Missa,
Mermaid
Dear Brandon,
Warm Cookies
Dear Eddie,
Ashley
Dear Caitlin,
Sourpatch Kids
Dear Catie,
Corn
Dear Everyone else,
Pay it Forward
over and out
-mag
Friday, May 22, 2009
Fever Ray
Oh i love Fever Ray. And who ever did this video is seriously a genius. <333333
OH I LOVE THIS. Beautifull <3
OH I LOVE THIS. Beautifull <3
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
IAMX & Imogen Heap
So...I loooveeee Imogen's music. Its amazingg. Beyond amazing. But here's the thing. IAMX is also amazing. Its a weird dark synthetic popie type of thing. But its genius. I downloaded the New Album a few days ago 'Kingdom of Welcome Addiction' and its SUPERB. Beautiful and psychotic. Its truly amazing. I discovered a very sweet surprise while listening to the new album. Track number four is called 'My Secret Friend'. And guess what? I had no one to freak out about it to. I don't know anyone else who likes IAMX as much as I do besides Fraser and he doesn't like Imogen Heap, which left me to freak out on my own.
Guess WHATT???
WHAT?
IAMX FEATURES IMOGEN HEAP IN A SONG ON THEIR NEW ALBUM!!!!!!
Omg....REALLY??!
YESS!!!! Its AMAZINGG!!! And the PERFECT combination because you love Imogen Heap AND IAMX!!!!
I KNOOWW RIGHT?? OMG Mussttt listeennn.....!!!!!
so there you go. Nature of Inviting is also pretty amazing. Chris and Imogen sound like angels singing together in My Secret Friend though. OH its just lovely.
peace
-mag
Guess WHATT???
WHAT?
IAMX FEATURES IMOGEN HEAP IN A SONG ON THEIR NEW ALBUM!!!!!!
Omg....REALLY??!
YESS!!!! Its AMAZINGG!!! And the PERFECT combination because you love Imogen Heap AND IAMX!!!!
I KNOOWW RIGHT?? OMG Mussttt listeennn.....!!!!!
so there you go. Nature of Inviting is also pretty amazing. Chris and Imogen sound like angels singing together in My Secret Friend though. OH its just lovely.
peace
-mag
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Bella and Tara
A story I saw on Oprah that truly truly touched me. Its so beautiful.
http://www.oprah.com/media/20090416-tows-tarra-bella
http://www.oprah.com/media/20090416-tows-tarra-bella
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Keane Concert
Okay. I'm in my second to last history class. After this one, there's one more left and then the final. I'm going to take this opportunity to talk about my Keane experience. It was far beyond words.
So we got there it was beauuufitull. It was smei-fancy looking and twice the size of soma. The carpet was blue and there were three levels that you could stand on. We stood on the lowest one of course. After we bought stuff, (I bought a shirt and a poster), we went to the middle level. We found out then that we could go even closer to the lowest level so we did that. I wanted to be as close as possible to the band i've been in love with for six years. I couldn't get over how close we were. We were like 15 feet from the stage and i can remember struggling to get within 30 feet uncomfortably to mathew from muse. We stood for the loongest time. around 7:30 the first opening band played, Helio Sequence. They were sooooo goooodd. I was only anxious and kind of annoyed because i was itchy to see Keane, but Helio was amazing. I'm deff gonna buy some of their music. The second guy was matt and he sounded exactly like Christ Martin from Coldplay. He wasn't as good as the first band but he was still really really good. The lights were variations of blue and purple and were constantly moving. It was soo pretty. The opening bands took TWO hours. TWO. It was semi-frustrating. They were lucky that their music was good because i was ready to bust a cap. So my feet were already aching like crazy and my legs hurt and i was nervous and anxious and i wanted to see keane already. And then out of nowhere they were walking out and everyone was going crazy. I don't know if crazy was a good enough word for how i reacted.
Wait hold on. Teacher is catching my attention for freaking once.
Okay false alarm. He's talking about the border. Like I've never heard about that before.....pff.
So i saw the four of them walking on and i could NOT contain myself. I started shaking and screaming like a pathetic groupie who's life revolved around worshiping them. Only my musical life revolves around them of course along with other music. Muse and Keane were competing in my stats for awhile but Keane pulled through. I was in shock as Tom Chaplin walked up to the mic and smiled at all of us. Tim took the piano of course. Jesse, a substitute for a computer they used to use, took the bass and richard the drums. The background light was a rich rich blue and brought out the blue triangles in the blue bakcdrop they had. The backdrop was the pattern that they have on the cover of Perfect Symmetry. Tom was wearing a salmon colored shirt and a blue jacket, both of which fit him very nicely. Jesse was wearing a pick shirt with some words on it. I can't remember what it said. Richard was wearing a pink shirt too and Tim was wearing a yellow shirt. They were all wearing black jeans. All amazing. This all happened within like 3 seconds because they dove right into The Lovers Are Losing. I was acting like a freaking hippy, but i didn't care. I was singing and dancing (embarrassment) and tears escaped me during the first song. They eventually disappeared but out of happiness. I couldn't stop smiling or looking at them. Tom's haircut was perfecttt. Beyond perfect. They were all much more gorgeous in person, especially Tom. They played song after song and the quality of it was AMAZINGGG. I could hear the music and his voice distinctly and clearly. The way Tom moved on stage was just pricelesss. It wasn't dancing but it wasn't walking either. It was like he invented his own type of movement. It was amazing. He played the piano once and Your Eyes Open on the guitar alone and the rest of the time he sang. The times that he talked to the audience he was sooo sweet and outgoing and welcoming. He smiled the whole time. It was like he was as happy as we were to see him. His voice was AMAZING. Liquid pleasure to my ears and soul. Around the middle of the concert i wanted to get his attention so i threw my purple headband onto the stage. He started laughing and he kept looking at it. My heart was going crazy. I was so shocked and happy and alive with the fact that something I did he reacted to. That i influenced even if the smallest, a fraction of his life. He was smiling as he said that someone chucked something onto the stage and that it was purple and he couldn't tell whether it was a headband or something else. I was shaking and screaming...i seriously couldn't control myself. Then he TOUCHED IT and moved it to the space in front of him behind the speaker. Oh i swooooned and shook with happiness. The best part of this was that i caught it on video. Oh the memory shall lie with me forever. The only part that i wish i could take out is my constant screaming....embarrassment. I got videos of some of the songs although they don't even come NEAR to what it was like to be there in person. They ended with Bedshaped one of my favorite songs by them. Tom had us sing some parts of it. Pure Heaven. The peacefulness and the unity that we all had was amazing. Tom connected with us during the whole show. Oh it was so amazing. I totally lost track of time and i didn't notice the muscles in my legs and feet protesting and edging at a riot. I was soooo happy and high of of the music i had just experienced and my voice was pained with scratchyness. I tried to get my headband back but they wouldn't let me onto the stage. Oh well. On our way out we saw people waiting for them to come out and we did the same thing. I was already happy with the concert itself. I felt so gifted to have the opportunity to meet them. Tim came out first. Oh he was sooo nice. So classy and his accent was amazing. I asked him what his favorite color was and we talked about his experience in piano. Amazing. I even got a picture with him swoooon. Then Richard came out along with Jesse. Richard wasn't taking pictures but he was still extreeemly nicee. We got to talk to him too. He had smiley faces on his drumsticks haha. Then we talked to jesse and we talked about the shirt he was wearing and where he buys his clothes en stuff. Loved it. I got a picture with him too. Jesse, Richard, and Tim all signed my poster. Then TOM CAME OUT. Ohh jeeez. I was stalking him while he was talking to the other people. I got a little video of that. I had to wait my turn. BUT unfortunately his manager was getting upset because they had to leave and just as he got to us he was pulled away. I was lucky to get into a blurry picture with him as he was trying to take more than one picture at once. It was unlucky but i was unable to find myself sad. I was happy that i got to be so close to him. He was standing only a few inches from me. I was happy with that. The fact that we didn't get his signature or get a clear picture with him doesn't bother me. I'm glad. I would hate to dwell over it and get angry.
The night was sooo amazing. So many years i've been listening to their music. So many times i've put sunshine or any other of their songs on repeat. So many times i've listened to them and took their music into the deepest parts of my heart and soul. IT was one of the most amazing nights of my life, and i plan on seeing them again sometime. Its worth almost any amount of money. Amazing.
-mag
Sunday, May 03, 2009
Dear Dear
So Brandon's internet wouldn't work today. bleh. I was re reading things he's sent me and he sent me this on my birthday. I never get tired of reading it. I feel like i don't deserve someone like this but somehow i ended up with someone who loves me like this.
"I love you soo much and I am glad that you love me. I'm sorry I can't be there with you for your birthday so you could kiss me, touch me, and express your love how you want to, I want to be there with you and spend every possible second with you... You mean more than everything and anything to me. And I can't tell you how much I love you because words cannot describe. You are the best thing that has happened to me in a long time and I love you and I am happy that you love me, and you are my heartbeat, the reason why I live. You are the only person I have loved like this and I don't know what life would've been like without you. You are the most beautiful person I know of and I am lucky to have you because you complete me. You are PERFECT to me in every possible way, and I want to do anything for you... although I can't give you the stars, or the moon, or the sky, or other amazing things in this world, I can give you all of me that I am and all my love, my whole heart... Happy birthday, darling. <3" -Brandon
thank you love <3 I will always remember this.
"I love you soo much and I am glad that you love me. I'm sorry I can't be there with you for your birthday so you could kiss me, touch me, and express your love how you want to, I want to be there with you and spend every possible second with you... You mean more than everything and anything to me. And I can't tell you how much I love you because words cannot describe. You are the best thing that has happened to me in a long time and I love you and I am happy that you love me, and you are my heartbeat, the reason why I live. You are the only person I have loved like this and I don't know what life would've been like without you. You are the most beautiful person I know of and I am lucky to have you because you complete me. You are PERFECT to me in every possible way, and I want to do anything for you... although I can't give you the stars, or the moon, or the sky, or other amazing things in this world, I can give you all of me that I am and all my love, my whole heart... Happy birthday, darling. <3" -Brandon
thank you love <3 I will always remember this.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
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