After listening to the song Congratulations by Blue October I told Catie and a few other people my theory on what the song meant. Its about a guy who was best friends with a girl. He was in love with her. Eventually she ended up with someone else besides her best friend. At the wedding, the guy approaches the girl he fell in love and tries to congratulate her for getting married but ends up telling her other things instead.
AND THEN stephenie meyer put it on her playlist for Breaking Dawn. It was perfect. Its like we were thinking the same thing when we heard the song. The two best friends: Bella and Jacob. Bella gets married to edward and Jacob goes to her wedding and tries to congratulate her....
My obsession with these books is baaddd..... oh well. The meaning inside of them is what created the attachment between me and the books. I'm glad i met her when i had the chance =)
I hope the movie comes out ok.
And marissa saw the guy that looks like edward in her head :O woooww
.:bai:.
Thursday, September 04, 2008
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Numb and Sensitive
I have a cold. HOPEFULLY just a cold. My body likes getting bronchitis. I've had it twice already. I hate using the inhaler thingy....its weird.
My mom has been giving me medicine for it. My body has been reacting very sensitively towards it. I always feel slightly high and numb. How do I know what high feels like? Just guessing. Everything tickles. I feel like everything is within my reach. I feel like i'm not even in this body at all. I feel like i'm just watching through the eyes of my own body, but I can tell the body what to do. Every muscle is numb....not numb enough that i can't feel it though. Its like all of my muscles are on the borderline to being numb. So that every muscle is ticklish. It tickles...
Earlier i was walking....I didn't feel like I was walking but when i commanded my feet to move forward, they did. It feels slightly dreamlike. Very strange.
I'm thinking that my body is just very sensitive in general. When I have soda, just normal soda, i get ridiculously hyper. I get this numb feeling when i take benedryl too. The sleepy kind anyway. If anyone merely rubs lightly against me, i laugh. I'm crazy ticklish. After club inferno, my ears were ringing for 3 days. I couldn't hear my own car beep for a whole day. That was reeally weird.
I have to be careful when i'm all numb like this though. I do and say stuff that makes me look stupid.
I was at the store earlier....i could tell that i was full on loopy from the medicine but i thought i was doing a good job containing myself. Apparently not though because i did something really stupid. I was looking at the TV's. They were OBVIOUSLY tv's. But i touched it. I thought it was touch screen. WHY would it be touch screen though? it was obviously a tv.
sigh. And then on top of that haha.... I started talking to MYSELF. haha I do that anyway but this time really made me sound crazy. I was like, "Why would you touch that? Its not a touch screen." jeebuss...
oh well. Right now I'm doing an ok job.
nvm... not doing such a great job haha. I'm at KFC waiting for dominic who is in his class across the way. I'm chatting with cody and he just showed me this video that made me laugh so hard I almost cried. And all of the old people in the corner are giving me crazy looks =)
Im used to it. But i just couldn't help it. thanks cody!
heres the link to the video. WARNING: you may literally die of laughter...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w2yv8aT0UFc
-mag
My mom has been giving me medicine for it. My body has been reacting very sensitively towards it. I always feel slightly high and numb. How do I know what high feels like? Just guessing. Everything tickles. I feel like everything is within my reach. I feel like i'm not even in this body at all. I feel like i'm just watching through the eyes of my own body, but I can tell the body what to do. Every muscle is numb....not numb enough that i can't feel it though. Its like all of my muscles are on the borderline to being numb. So that every muscle is ticklish. It tickles...
Earlier i was walking....I didn't feel like I was walking but when i commanded my feet to move forward, they did. It feels slightly dreamlike. Very strange.
I'm thinking that my body is just very sensitive in general. When I have soda, just normal soda, i get ridiculously hyper. I get this numb feeling when i take benedryl too. The sleepy kind anyway. If anyone merely rubs lightly against me, i laugh. I'm crazy ticklish. After club inferno, my ears were ringing for 3 days. I couldn't hear my own car beep for a whole day. That was reeally weird.
I have to be careful when i'm all numb like this though. I do and say stuff that makes me look stupid.
I was at the store earlier....i could tell that i was full on loopy from the medicine but i thought i was doing a good job containing myself. Apparently not though because i did something really stupid. I was looking at the TV's. They were OBVIOUSLY tv's. But i touched it. I thought it was touch screen. WHY would it be touch screen though? it was obviously a tv.
sigh. And then on top of that haha.... I started talking to MYSELF. haha I do that anyway but this time really made me sound crazy. I was like, "Why would you touch that? Its not a touch screen." jeebuss...
oh well. Right now I'm doing an ok job.
nvm... not doing such a great job haha. I'm at KFC waiting for dominic who is in his class across the way. I'm chatting with cody and he just showed me this video that made me laugh so hard I almost cried. And all of the old people in the corner are giving me crazy looks =)
Im used to it. But i just couldn't help it. thanks cody!
heres the link to the video. WARNING: you may literally die of laughter...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w2yv8aT0UFc
-mag
Lost
I just recently lost everything on my computer. All of my music. All of the conversations i had with people. All of the pictures i drew or made for people. All the pictures people made for me. I don't have microsoft word anymore. The home videos i made with my cousins. (Not that i was going to let anyone watch them anyway.) All of the music tom wrote that we recorded together.
Everythinggg.... sadface. I've accepted it though. And I'm going to move on.
The top 3 things i will miss from my computer. May it all R.I.P
1. My conversations with marissa, brandon, and fraser.... faelirughaleirghv;eirw
2. My Music... oh how my range of music had grown after i had my own computer. I still have a lot to discover after i recover what i have lost.
3. the pictures.... all of the picturessssssss!!!! sooo maaaannyy.... oh my jeeeeeeezzz.... sssiigggghhhh
top 3 things that ended up being good about it
1. My computer is freeaking faster than the speed of light now. haha
2. They cleaned it for me. And replaced the keyboard. It looks new.
3. Thats it. I must cling with dear life to the two reasons above and move on.
I have nothing to complain about though. I'm lucky that i even get the things i get let alone my laptop. I deserve much much less.
Everythinggg.... sadface. I've accepted it though. And I'm going to move on.
The top 3 things i will miss from my computer. May it all R.I.P
1. My conversations with marissa, brandon, and fraser.... faelirughaleirghv;eirw
2. My Music... oh how my range of music had grown after i had my own computer. I still have a lot to discover after i recover what i have lost.
3. the pictures.... all of the picturessssssss!!!! sooo maaaannyy.... oh my jeeeeeeezzz.... sssiigggghhhh
top 3 things that ended up being good about it
1. My computer is freeaking faster than the speed of light now. haha
2. They cleaned it for me. And replaced the keyboard. It looks new.
3. Thats it. I must cling with dear life to the two reasons above and move on.
I have nothing to complain about though. I'm lucky that i even get the things i get let alone my laptop. I deserve much much less.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Moose
In memory of the zillions of convos we had online not including the hours offline, here is a strange little piece of one of them... I had forgotten the 'a' that day...
bell: -puts a poist-it note on her head-
OfSilentBeing: -writes "mine" on the post-it-
bell: -tires to look at post-it-
bell: -goes cross eyed-
OfSilentBeing: -pulls it off and holds it in front of bella-
OfSilentBeing: -then puts it back on her-
bell: hm -doesn't comprehend-
OfSilentBeing: comprehend this: -hugs bella-
Happy Birthday.
bell: -puts a poist-it note on her head-
OfSilentBeing: -writes "mine" on the post-it-
bell: -tires to look at post-it-
bell: -goes cross eyed-
OfSilentBeing: -pulls it off and holds it in front of bella-
OfSilentBeing: -then puts it back on her-
bell: hm -doesn't comprehend-
OfSilentBeing: comprehend this: -hugs bella-
Happy Birthday.
Monday, August 11, 2008
Moony and Padfoot
Yes yes...i have made many friends online. I know I'm a loser so don't waste your time telling me again. My online name is usually bella or mangos. For safety reasons and for twilight obsession reasons. Through flash gear or myspace or whatever I have made a few. Here are a few of my favorites from ones that i had with Moon and Padfoot. I miss them dearly and have no contact with them any more. They had the most unique and strange relationship. So strange that I became friends with them very easily.
They were both guys. 18 years old, both of them. And in love with each other. No, Moony and Padfoot from the real harry potter story did not fall in love but these two did. They were so funny i can't even begin to explain to you how entertaining they were. I saved several of our conversations. Sometimes i read them and i laugh out loud at the things we talked about. The three of us went through a lot. It used to be the four of us, including Rae. But she got grounded and disappeared for a loooooooooong time. It was saddening.
and one last thing. They are English. FUNNY English guys. They say funny british stuff that reminds me a lot of the humor J.K. Rowling puts in her books. Anyways. Here is ONE of them. R.I.P our random convos. <3 I'll paste more in the future.
Remus = Moony
ILoveTesco = Padfoot
bella=me
bella: *looks around* >.>
ILoveTesco: Is there room for me?
Remus: If I move, possibly. -tumbles out of hammock onto e-floor-
bella: :O Remus
ILoveTesco: Awww
bella: I will remember to buy the King-Sized hammock next time?
Remus: I'm too... jointy for hammocks anyways, it's all knees and elbows.
ILoveTesco: YUS BELLA
ILoveTesco: Stabby elbows
bella: ouch
Remus: Elbows of knife like proportions
bella: *winces*
ILoveTesco: That stab you in the ribs
Remus: But you have shins of steel so we're even.
bella: So graphic >.>
ILoveTesco: Yus
bella: *deep sigh* I haven't seen Rae in ages ...
bella: I blame you two XP
ILoveTesco: I know! Where is Rae!!!
ILoveTesco: I miss her
Remus: She mourned us.
ILoveTesco: :(
ILoveTesco: My thumb hurts
bella: She seemed to have disappeared when I first reunionized with you two ...
bella: Are you cursed by any chance?
Remus: It's our return then, she dislikes us and hid/
ILoveTesco: :S
bella: With any anti-rae spells?
Remus: I blame Sirius' parents.
Remus: for everything.
Remus: in the world.
bella: :O Of course she likes you
bella: Blasphemy
ILoveTesco: The last thing I remember speaking to her about was a
Little Red Riding Hood
Remus: Including sombreros.
bella: That was so long ago
ILoveTesco: I LIKE SOMBREROS
ILoveTesco: Yeah bella :S
Remus: -makes dying noise-
bella: Sombreros are apart of meh Heritage
bella: :D
ILoveTesco: Sombreros rock. Stuff you Remus
Remus: -non committal wave of hand-
ILoveTesco: Don't give me that
bella: Oh is he fussing about the large hats?
ILoveTesco: Yes
bella: Intriguing
Remus: In my head I am too busy reliving Halloween.
Remus: I was traumatised by a sun hat.
bella: :O
bella: You poor soul
ILoveTesco: *tut tut*
ILoveTesco: Iccle Remmy
Remus: I was eight and some boy buried me in the sand and put a big
hat on my head and nobody found me for ages.
ILoveTesco: Aww
bella: DX
bella: oh noes
ILoveTesco: Remmy makes me think of vroom
ILoveTesco: It sounds odd. ew
Remus: Makes me think of Gambit.
Remus: -ponders-
bella: gumbo...
ILoveTesco: Oh... hush. Your face. Hush it.
Remus: <--silenced but pondering
ILoveTesco: Hush your brain
bella: *raises hand vigorously* question...
Remus: <---silenced but still alert.
ILoveTesco: Everytime I saw a stripey yellow scarf I didn't go 'ooohh Wolverine'
Remus: Yus Bella?
ILoveTesco: Yus
bella: Why do you type wot instead of what?
bella: *curious*
Remus: You go, Oi hufflepuff.
bella: mhm -nods-
ILoveTesco: Yes, not 'Wolverine' then
Remus: I do not.
bella: hm ...
ILoveTesco: I don't type wot?
Remus: <---thoroughly scandalised
Remus: <---SCANDALISED.
bella: why with an 'o'
bella: Dear Padfoot has a clone ...
Remus: I am a sub teacher bella, I have to spell correctly.
ILoveTesco: BUGGER
ILoveTesco: I LIKE SPELLING
bella: Oh .. I see
ILoveTesco: I didn't just type that. But I don't say wot
bella: hum
Remus: I am confused. When have we spelt what with an o?
ILoveTesco: Oh god, I feel used
bella: Well most english people spell it with an 'o' here
ILoveTesco: They are bloody mental
bella: But apparently you two do not
bella: Intriguing
Remus: Ah, so we spell it with the a but others don't?
ILoveTesco: Obviously, because 'wot' doesn't make sense. That's like wotsits
Remus: Or wotcher.
bella: hmm
bella: They say
ILoveTesco: Neither of which make any sense are are annoying
bella: Wot are you talking about...or wot is that
bella: its strange >.>
Remus: Ah
Remus: you mean on the internet?
ILoveTesco: I feel unclean
bella: yes yes
ILoveTesco: Oh, internet slang
bella: *sprays Padfoot with Simple Green*
ILoveTesco: Some people can't be bothered to type properly so they
make fools of themselves
ILoveTesco: WHY GREEN?
bella: Thats the name of it!
Remus: I have a stick up my arse and it makes me picky about internet spelling.
bella: Simple Green ...
ILoveTesco: WHATS SIMPLE GREEN?
bella: It cleans
ILoveTesco: Oh. Thank you
bella: :O you don't have simple green?
ILoveTesco: No...? Do we Remus?
bella: It is an all purpose spray
Remus: No?
bella: My personal favorite
Remus: We have Mr Muscle
Remus: And Flash.
bella: WHAT?!
ILoveTesco: Yeah, and Dettol
Remus: Superhero stuff.
bella: Does it flex things clean?!
ILoveTesco: And Windolene!
Remus: Only when Sirius uses it Bella.
bella: Pfff
ILoveTesco: M'buff
bella: I see. *snickers*
Remus: Very.
ILoveTesco: Hahahahaha
bella: >.>
Remus: -spasm-
bella: Mr. Muscle *giggles to death*
ILoveTesco: I think my owl went walk about
bella: Here clean this table with MR.MUSCLE
ILoveTesco: I swear to god Bella, google it, lol
bella: tee hee
Remus: Mr Muscle, I mean, Pads, I found your owl. He was eating my windowsill
ILoveTesco: Hahahaha
Remus: Nrg.
ILoveTesco: Poor Raven, he's deluded
Remus: Nevermore.
ILoveTesco: And an apron
Remus: Forget Mr Muscle, Hood's my new favourite.
ILoveTesco: There's a cleaning agent called Hood?
Remus: How else did I end up in the bathtub?
ILoveTesco: Oh?Oh
Remus: It was obviously strategic.
ILoveTesco: You are some sort of ice queen
ILoveTesco: ?
Remus: Lady Macbeth?
ILoveTesco: Mother?
bella: oh dear.. I spaced out
bella: UGH curse unlocked doors!
Remus: Bella, you're brbin but s'time for sleeps so Bye x x
bella: *throws a fit*
ILoveTesco: Bye Bella :(
bella: Goodnight Sirs
bella: :D
Remus: -waves and staggers off to bed-
the end...of only that convo.
They were both guys. 18 years old, both of them. And in love with each other. No, Moony and Padfoot from the real harry potter story did not fall in love but these two did. They were so funny i can't even begin to explain to you how entertaining they were. I saved several of our conversations. Sometimes i read them and i laugh out loud at the things we talked about. The three of us went through a lot. It used to be the four of us, including Rae. But she got grounded and disappeared for a loooooooooong time. It was saddening.
and one last thing. They are English. FUNNY English guys. They say funny british stuff that reminds me a lot of the humor J.K. Rowling puts in her books. Anyways. Here is ONE of them. R.I.P our random convos. <3 I'll paste more in the future.
Remus = Moony
ILoveTesco = Padfoot
bella=me
bella: *looks around* >.>
ILoveTesco: Is there room for me?
Remus: If I move, possibly. -tumbles out of hammock onto e-floor-
bella: :O Remus
ILoveTesco: Awww
bella: I will remember to buy the King-Sized hammock next time?
Remus: I'm too... jointy for hammocks anyways, it's all knees and elbows.
ILoveTesco: YUS BELLA
ILoveTesco: Stabby elbows
bella: ouch
Remus: Elbows of knife like proportions
bella: *winces*
ILoveTesco: That stab you in the ribs
Remus: But you have shins of steel so we're even.
bella: So graphic >.>
ILoveTesco: Yus
bella: *deep sigh* I haven't seen Rae in ages ...
bella: I blame you two XP
ILoveTesco: I know! Where is Rae!!!
ILoveTesco: I miss her
Remus: She mourned us.
ILoveTesco: :(
ILoveTesco: My thumb hurts
bella: She seemed to have disappeared when I first reunionized with you two ...
bella: Are you cursed by any chance?
Remus: It's our return then, she dislikes us and hid/
ILoveTesco: :S
bella: With any anti-rae spells?
Remus: I blame Sirius' parents.
Remus: for everything.
Remus: in the world.
bella: :O Of course she likes you
bella: Blasphemy
ILoveTesco: The last thing I remember speaking to her about was a
Little Red Riding Hood
Remus: Including sombreros.
bella: That was so long ago
ILoveTesco: I LIKE SOMBREROS
ILoveTesco: Yeah bella :S
Remus: -makes dying noise-
bella: Sombreros are apart of meh Heritage
bella: :D
ILoveTesco: Sombreros rock. Stuff you Remus
Remus: -non committal wave of hand-
ILoveTesco: Don't give me that
bella: Oh is he fussing about the large hats?
ILoveTesco: Yes
bella: Intriguing
Remus: In my head I am too busy reliving Halloween.
Remus: I was traumatised by a sun hat.
bella: :O
bella: You poor soul
ILoveTesco: *tut tut*
ILoveTesco: Iccle Remmy
Remus: I was eight and some boy buried me in the sand and put a big
hat on my head and nobody found me for ages.
ILoveTesco: Aww
bella: DX
bella: oh noes
ILoveTesco: Remmy makes me think of vroom
ILoveTesco: It sounds odd. ew
Remus: Makes me think of Gambit.
Remus: -ponders-
bella: gumbo...
ILoveTesco: Oh... hush. Your face. Hush it.
Remus: <--silenced but pondering
ILoveTesco: Hush your brain
bella: *raises hand vigorously* question...
Remus: <---silenced but still alert.
ILoveTesco: Everytime I saw a stripey yellow scarf I didn't go 'ooohh Wolverine'
Remus: Yus Bella?
ILoveTesco: Yus
bella: Why do you type wot instead of what?
bella: *curious*
Remus: You go, Oi hufflepuff.
bella: mhm -nods-
ILoveTesco: Yes, not 'Wolverine' then
Remus: I do not.
bella: hm ...
ILoveTesco: I don't type wot?
Remus: <---thoroughly scandalised
Remus: <---SCANDALISED.
bella: why with an 'o'
bella: Dear Padfoot has a clone ...
Remus: I am a sub teacher bella, I have to spell correctly.
ILoveTesco: BUGGER
ILoveTesco: I LIKE SPELLING
bella: Oh .. I see
ILoveTesco: I didn't just type that. But I don't say wot
bella: hum
Remus: I am confused. When have we spelt what with an o?
ILoveTesco: Oh god, I feel used
bella: Well most english people spell it with an 'o' here
ILoveTesco: They are bloody mental
bella: But apparently you two do not
bella: Intriguing
Remus: Ah, so we spell it with the a but others don't?
ILoveTesco: Obviously, because 'wot' doesn't make sense. That's like wotsits
Remus: Or wotcher.
bella: hmm
bella: They say
ILoveTesco: Neither of which make any sense are are annoying
bella: Wot are you talking about...or wot is that
bella: its strange >.>
Remus: Ah
Remus: you mean on the internet?
ILoveTesco: I feel unclean
bella: yes yes
ILoveTesco: Oh, internet slang
bella: *sprays Padfoot with Simple Green*
ILoveTesco: Some people can't be bothered to type properly so they
make fools of themselves
ILoveTesco: WHY GREEN?
bella: Thats the name of it!
Remus: I have a stick up my arse and it makes me picky about internet spelling.
bella: Simple Green ...
ILoveTesco: WHATS SIMPLE GREEN?
bella: It cleans
ILoveTesco: Oh. Thank you
bella: :O you don't have simple green?
ILoveTesco: No...? Do we Remus?
bella: It is an all purpose spray
Remus: No?
bella: My personal favorite
Remus: We have Mr Muscle
Remus: And Flash.
bella: WHAT?!
ILoveTesco: Yeah, and Dettol
Remus: Superhero stuff.
bella: Does it flex things clean?!
ILoveTesco: And Windolene!
Remus: Only when Sirius uses it Bella.
bella: Pfff
ILoveTesco: M'buff
bella: I see. *snickers*
Remus: Very.
ILoveTesco: Hahahahaha
bella: >.>
Remus: -spasm-
bella: Mr. Muscle *giggles to death*
ILoveTesco: I think my owl went walk about
bella: Here clean this table with MR.MUSCLE
ILoveTesco: I swear to god Bella, google it, lol
bella: tee hee
Remus: Mr Muscle, I mean, Pads, I found your owl. He was eating my windowsill
ILoveTesco: Hahahaha
Remus: Nrg.
ILoveTesco: Poor Raven, he's deluded
Remus: Nevermore.
ILoveTesco: And an apron
Remus: Forget Mr Muscle, Hood's my new favourite.
ILoveTesco: There's a cleaning agent called Hood?
Remus: How else did I end up in the bathtub?
ILoveTesco: Oh?Oh
Remus: It was obviously strategic.
ILoveTesco: You are some sort of ice queen
ILoveTesco: ?
Remus: Lady Macbeth?
ILoveTesco: Mother?
bella: oh dear.. I spaced out
bella: UGH curse unlocked doors!
Remus: Bella, you're brbin but s'time for sleeps so Bye x x
bella: *throws a fit*
ILoveTesco: Bye Bella :(
bella: Goodnight Sirs
bella: :D
Remus: -waves and staggers off to bed-
the end...of only that convo.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Errrghhh
My mom wanted me to go pick up my brother. I told her i didn't want to because it takes like 30 mins to get there without traffic and it was like 5:30 already. She was closer.....waaay closer. We both ended up going there on accident. She never said she would go get him, so i went to go and pick him up. She put words into my mouth like she always does and made me look like a selfish prick to my dad. So my dad is mad at me because I am the one who didn't communicate properly.
I'M in trouble becase I didn't tell my mom I would go pick him up. MOM DIDN"T TELL ME EITHER. Mom NEVER told me that she was going to do it, so I did it. Its EQUALLY our fault. I'm the kinda person that would just say "Oops, we both came to pick him up on accident. I'll make sure to tell you next time." and laugh it over or forget about it. BUT NOOO
My mom ALWAYS gets super pissed about this kinda stuff. No one died! It was an accident!
The only reason I am mad is because I am supposed to take total blame for this whole situation. According to my mom, its a huge deal and its 110% my fault... I'M getting in trouble that was equally the fault of my mother.
And since I'm on a liquid diet with marissa, I drink milk for meals. There is no more milk. Since I am in trouble, I can't ask for anything. So tonight my dinner is water.
You don't have to freak out mom. Its not a huge deal. We miscommunicated. You don't always have to over react. The getting along thing was going good....don't change it now...
I'M in trouble becase I didn't tell my mom I would go pick him up. MOM DIDN"T TELL ME EITHER. Mom NEVER told me that she was going to do it, so I did it. Its EQUALLY our fault. I'm the kinda person that would just say "Oops, we both came to pick him up on accident. I'll make sure to tell you next time." and laugh it over or forget about it. BUT NOOO
My mom ALWAYS gets super pissed about this kinda stuff. No one died! It was an accident!
The only reason I am mad is because I am supposed to take total blame for this whole situation. According to my mom, its a huge deal and its 110% my fault... I'M getting in trouble that was equally the fault of my mother.
And since I'm on a liquid diet with marissa, I drink milk for meals. There is no more milk. Since I am in trouble, I can't ask for anything. So tonight my dinner is water.
You don't have to freak out mom. Its not a huge deal. We miscommunicated. You don't always have to over react. The getting along thing was going good....don't change it now...
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
No Food
haha ironic how my last entry was food because I am not eating anymore. I have not eaten for 3 days so far. Nothing but liquids with marissa since thats all she can eat. I'm good with it though. I'm always hungry but oh well. Knowing that marissa is doing it too helps.
we can do this missa! x]
we can do this missa! x]
Friday, July 11, 2008
FooooOd
The other day i went shopping with tom, veronica, and my aunt at Ralphsss. Tom and i got some pasta and then snuck over to the fruits and vegetables section and made faces in the fooods when the worker people weren't looking. x]
i take a lot of pictures now that i figured out how to blootooth the pictures to my laptop. xP
p.s. Brandon is officially one of the most amazing people in this entire universe.
Me and Catie and are watching all of the offices we have xD
Jimbo and pam are meant for each otherrrr.... haha
Saturday, July 05, 2008
Yesterday
I FROOOZEEE.... D: I didn't say ANYTHING. I'm such an idiot pooh in the face. But what was i supposed to say??
anyways...
I'm supposd to talk about yesterday.
Our family went to the pier with the cousins to see fireworks. Rosie and Veronica didn't go because they have boyfriends T_T . So i guess the cousins would mean tom, grams, and aunt susie.
While we were wating for them to start, we got hungry. So me, tom and catie walked downtown to find somewhere to eat. We were late coming back so the fireworks had already started on our way back, but i saw the most beautiful thing, so i didn't mind being late. As we were walking, we were still somewhat between tall some buildings. We could see four different areas where fireworks were going off from where we were standing. It was sooo pretty... Some of the fireworks even reflected off of the buildings so it was like i was standing right in the middle of a dozen fireworks going off around me. It was amazing.
anyways...
I'm supposd to talk about yesterday.
Our family went to the pier with the cousins to see fireworks. Rosie and Veronica didn't go because they have boyfriends T_T . So i guess the cousins would mean tom, grams, and aunt susie.
While we were wating for them to start, we got hungry. So me, tom and catie walked downtown to find somewhere to eat. We were late coming back so the fireworks had already started on our way back, but i saw the most beautiful thing, so i didn't mind being late. As we were walking, we were still somewhat between tall some buildings. We could see four different areas where fireworks were going off from where we were standing. It was sooo pretty... Some of the fireworks even reflected off of the buildings so it was like i was standing right in the middle of a dozen fireworks going off around me. It was amazing.
Thursday, July 03, 2008
Marie Antoinette
Marie Antoinette is an AMAZING mooovie.... I'm watching it right now with marissa for like the billionth time. haha...
so since i couldn't find simple green at the store, i bought some leave in hair conditioner for my hair that smells AMAZING. And it helps the waves in my hair behave... I was in a hurry this morning to it was in my car when i gave daniel and sam a ride home. Daniel found it and wanted to try it. When he smelled it he decided that it smelled too girly for him haha. He had it in his hand and tried to put it my MY hair. it was cute because he didn't know what he was doing.... xD
anyway. I dunno why i like putting pictures up so much now. I go through photobucket a lot and i found this one. its rediculously emo but its SO CUTE. I LOVE IT. x] Someday.....that will be me....someday... hahaa
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Heart Room
This is a picture marissa took of my feet and a part of my room....God Bless her talented soul.
I really love this. You have noo idea. Its beautiful in almost every way. Its my heart...
I really love this. You have noo idea. Its beautiful in almost every way. Its my heart...
Simple Green
I WENT TO THREE STORES AND I CAN"T FIND IT. vv
i feel bad that i don't have it for her :(
she's asked for it for a long time...
The family is coming home tomorrow.
I shall sleep on the waterbed for the last time tonight. I really need a snuggle buddy though. That would be nice right about now...
And stephenie meyer's discussion on L.A. is sold out. SADFACEEE
Marissa and I are going to go to comicon though. There will be stuff on it there. yay x]
Dear God,
bless those I love,
bless those i do not know,
bless those i dislike,
and may the dislikes become more appealing to me.
i feel bad that i don't have it for her :(
she's asked for it for a long time...
The family is coming home tomorrow.
I shall sleep on the waterbed for the last time tonight. I really need a snuggle buddy though. That would be nice right about now...
And stephenie meyer's discussion on L.A. is sold out. SADFACEEE
Marissa and I are going to go to comicon though. There will be stuff on it there. yay x]
Dear God,
bless those I love,
bless those i do not know,
bless those i dislike,
and may the dislikes become more appealing to me.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Stealing Straws
I had a pretty good weekend...
I didn't think I would because marissa was still camping until saturday and i thought i was gonna by all by myself again T_T
But it was aweessooomee...
Tom freeking cracks me up. I can't breathe sometimes because he makes me laugh so hard. I've been hanging out with him after work everyday. These kids that were playing basketball outside his house thought i was his gf T_T I hate it when that happens but oh well. On friday me and tom went to hang out with annalee. We went to a japanese marketplace called Mitsua (sp?) haha We ate and talked en stuff and then we went to get drinks after. I got a mango tea and it was AMAZING. Except the boe-bahs(sp?) were grossss.... Since there were boe-bahs in the drinks, the straws were HUGE .... they were soooo cooool Tom stole some for me before we left x]
All week work Daniel has been texting me haha. He's crazy, but funny. The other Daniel texts me too but he doesn't live here so we can't really hang out. Anyways, I didn't have anything to do on saturday and i slept until like 11 and Daniel from work, called me and wanted me to come over. Soooo I took a shower and went over to his house. We hung around his room and watched Charlie and the Chocolate Fatory. That was fun.
AND THEN...zomgg
We went over to his friends house because there were no adults there and his friend had a nice house en stuff..... I ended up sitting at the end of the couch. Daniel got kinda tired and put a pillow on my lap and rested his head there. I played with his hair while we watched a movie. It was ridiculously entertaining... Not the movie though. The movied was horrrible. haha After awhile of that marissa called and said she was home. YES!!
So i went to hang out with her even though i had to leave Daneil's hair. sadface. But i missed marissa like crazy. We talked non-stop about like eeverrythinggg.... hearts to you missa.
Today I went to church and hung out with veronica and then Tom and I came back to my house to watch these videos my mom wanted him to watch. We ended up falling asleep on the couch lol But it was still entertaining. We had pizza en stuff.
Not a bad weekend...
I didn't think I would because marissa was still camping until saturday and i thought i was gonna by all by myself again T_T
But it was aweessooomee...
Tom freeking cracks me up. I can't breathe sometimes because he makes me laugh so hard. I've been hanging out with him after work everyday. These kids that were playing basketball outside his house thought i was his gf T_T I hate it when that happens but oh well. On friday me and tom went to hang out with annalee. We went to a japanese marketplace called Mitsua (sp?) haha We ate and talked en stuff and then we went to get drinks after. I got a mango tea and it was AMAZING. Except the boe-bahs(sp?) were grossss.... Since there were boe-bahs in the drinks, the straws were HUGE .... they were soooo cooool Tom stole some for me before we left x]
All week work Daniel has been texting me haha. He's crazy, but funny. The other Daniel texts me too but he doesn't live here so we can't really hang out. Anyways, I didn't have anything to do on saturday and i slept until like 11 and Daniel from work, called me and wanted me to come over. Soooo I took a shower and went over to his house. We hung around his room and watched Charlie and the Chocolate Fatory. That was fun.
AND THEN...zomgg
We went over to his friends house because there were no adults there and his friend had a nice house en stuff..... I ended up sitting at the end of the couch. Daniel got kinda tired and put a pillow on my lap and rested his head there. I played with his hair while we watched a movie. It was ridiculously entertaining... Not the movie though. The movied was horrrible. haha After awhile of that marissa called and said she was home. YES!!
So i went to hang out with her even though i had to leave Daneil's hair. sadface. But i missed marissa like crazy. We talked non-stop about like eeverrythinggg.... hearts to you missa.
Today I went to church and hung out with veronica and then Tom and I came back to my house to watch these videos my mom wanted him to watch. We ended up falling asleep on the couch lol But it was still entertaining. We had pizza en stuff.
Not a bad weekend...
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Melanie and Jared
This is the excerpt of the book I was reading that made me forget where i was once I was done reading it. Their love is AMAZING...something I hope to have someday.
And stephenie meyer is a Genius.......
(Coming Soon)
And stephenie meyer is a Genius.......
(Coming Soon)
Daniel and Family
I'm in tom's room hanging out.
No more crying i decided. My eyes are still not back to normal yet....bleh.
After two long weeks of this misery i think I'm finally Ok though...
I've gone through something like this three times. It never fully heals....ever. But I can eventually move on. I can move on THIS time for several reasons.
1. My family loves me. I may not recieve the type of love that I want from them because I can only get that kinda from a guy, but at least its love. Until I find the kind I want, my family is there for me.
I've been hanging out with my cousins a lot. Especially Tom. He'd be my closest guy friend and prolly as close to a guy as I'll get for awhile. He really makes me laugh and i just love him.... I get him in trouble with my grama and its HILARIOUS. funny stuff.
2. Green. Green makes me happy...i dunno why. I went through photobucket and found some a LOT of icons and put them on my myspace.
3. Work. Work has been helping me think of other things. And when i don't have anything to do there, I read and Stephenie Meyer is an AMAZING writer. I forgot I was at Work. The romances that she writes about are incredible....its like she took every girls dream and wrote it down. If only guys like that really DID exist. v.v I'm making a separate entry for that.
Co-workers. I was sitting bymyself but two guys decided to come and sit with me at lunch now. Daniel is the more talkative one. They are really nice... and I don't have to sit alone anymore. We hang out during breaks too. Daniel was asking me a LOT of questions.... a lot.... He found out that i don't have a lot of friends haha...he said he was gonna take me places and introduce me to people. that should be fun hopefully.
4. Blogtv. I've been broadcasting a lot and co-host with Daniel(different than work daniel) or Marissa. Its like T.V but on the internet and people can come and watch. Since I have a webcam, its easy to broadcast and people actually come and watch me and talk to me in a chat right next to my broadcasting window. They type to me and I just talk back out loud. Some of them are really weird, and if they're tooooo weird then I have the power to kick them out of the chat or my channel or whatever. The nice normal ones re pretty coool. And very nice. I met daniel on there. He's funneh. He has a cam too and wanted to co-host one day. I decided why not, and now he co-host with me all the time if I'm not co-hosting with marissa.
I'm watching so you think you can dance.... love this show.
I'll be ok.
.:bai:.
No more crying i decided. My eyes are still not back to normal yet....bleh.
After two long weeks of this misery i think I'm finally Ok though...
I've gone through something like this three times. It never fully heals....ever. But I can eventually move on. I can move on THIS time for several reasons.
1. My family loves me. I may not recieve the type of love that I want from them because I can only get that kinda from a guy, but at least its love. Until I find the kind I want, my family is there for me.
I've been hanging out with my cousins a lot. Especially Tom. He'd be my closest guy friend and prolly as close to a guy as I'll get for awhile. He really makes me laugh and i just love him.... I get him in trouble with my grama and its HILARIOUS. funny stuff.
2. Green. Green makes me happy...i dunno why. I went through photobucket and found some a LOT of icons and put them on my myspace.
3. Work. Work has been helping me think of other things. And when i don't have anything to do there, I read and Stephenie Meyer is an AMAZING writer. I forgot I was at Work. The romances that she writes about are incredible....its like she took every girls dream and wrote it down. If only guys like that really DID exist. v.v I'm making a separate entry for that.
Co-workers. I was sitting bymyself but two guys decided to come and sit with me at lunch now. Daniel is the more talkative one. They are really nice... and I don't have to sit alone anymore. We hang out during breaks too. Daniel was asking me a LOT of questions.... a lot.... He found out that i don't have a lot of friends haha...he said he was gonna take me places and introduce me to people. that should be fun hopefully.
4. Blogtv. I've been broadcasting a lot and co-host with Daniel(different than work daniel) or Marissa. Its like T.V but on the internet and people can come and watch. Since I have a webcam, its easy to broadcast and people actually come and watch me and talk to me in a chat right next to my broadcasting window. They type to me and I just talk back out loud. Some of them are really weird, and if they're tooooo weird then I have the power to kick them out of the chat or my channel or whatever. The nice normal ones re pretty coool. And very nice. I met daniel on there. He's funneh. He has a cam too and wanted to co-host one day. I decided why not, and now he co-host with me all the time if I'm not co-hosting with marissa.
I'm watching so you think you can dance.... love this show.
I'll be ok.
.:bai:.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
I Should
I should erase everything we talked about in the pink and green box we used to have. Re-reading it over and over again doesn't help.
But everytime I re-read it, i think, I'll just keep it a little longer...
Crying doesn't help either. And it makes my eyes hideously puffy for over 24 hours... Jeff kept thinking I was really tired at work when I'm not.
I need to suck it up and get over it.
GET OVER IT MAG now!
Daniel is going to call me on thursday. That will help. I think I might visit Raf. And I've been hanging out with tom and ropo and veronica alot. It doesn't make everything go away because i remember again when i'm alone but they are good distractions and i like hanging out with them.
I miss marissa.
I miss Catie.
this would be my heart < X 3
wow I'm emoo now x]
.:bai:.
But everytime I re-read it, i think, I'll just keep it a little longer...
Crying doesn't help either. And it makes my eyes hideously puffy for over 24 hours... Jeff kept thinking I was really tired at work when I'm not.
I need to suck it up and get over it.
GET OVER IT MAG now!
Daniel is going to call me on thursday. That will help. I think I might visit Raf. And I've been hanging out with tom and ropo and veronica alot. It doesn't make everything go away because i remember again when i'm alone but they are good distractions and i like hanging out with them.
I miss marissa.
I miss Catie.
this would be my heart < X 3
wow I'm emoo now x]
.:bai:.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Ironic
How ironic that some of the last words were
Turn your frown uspide down. At least I'm not leaving forever.
Turn your frown uspide down. At least I'm not leaving forever.
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Meehh
bella aches emotionally and physically without him. She cries over him and goes numb.
Somewhere in this crazy life,
We can become confused and lost.
Somewhere in the world of chance,
We pay more than things should cost.
Somewhere in this magical ride,
We may stumble and fall to the ground.
Somewhere in the Dark of night,
We can lose what we have found.
Somewhere in this crazy world,
We do everything the same.
Somewhere in our normal lives,
Some of us will become insane.
Somewhere at a point in time,
We may lose our mind's true sight.
Somewhere with the shining sun above,
Would have become as dark as night.
Somewhere from there to here,
We can start to lose our grip.
Somewhere we may lose all hope,
And feel we are about to slip.
Somewhere things are different,
Better than what we think.
But things can change so easily,
As quick as just one blink.
Somewhere in this crazy life,
We can become confused and lost.
Somewhere in the world of chance,
We pay more than things should cost.
Somewhere in this magical ride,
We may stumble and fall to the ground.
Somewhere in the Dark of night,
We can lose what we have found.
Somewhere in this crazy world,
We do everything the same.
Somewhere in our normal lives,
Some of us will become insane.
Somewhere at a point in time,
We may lose our mind's true sight.
Somewhere with the shining sun above,
Would have become as dark as night.
Somewhere from there to here,
We can start to lose our grip.
Somewhere we may lose all hope,
And feel we are about to slip.
Somewhere things are different,
Better than what we think.
But things can change so easily,
As quick as just one blink.
Friday, June 20, 2008
Pie Cones
Pie crust needs filling. It has cried at its departure. Thats just how it works.
here's a part of a convo i had with eddie. pretty freekin hilarious. It helps to read about something happy.
chemistrybeaker: good!
magdalena Rymer: LOL
magdalena Rymer: once me and catie were acting really drunk
magdalena Rymer: and we remembered that you always said that
magdalena Rymer: and for like an hour thats all we said
chemistrybeaker: LOL
magdalena Rymer: ahaha
chemistrybeaker: i can picture that
magdalena Rymer: and then
magdalena Rymer: when we had to leave...
magdalena Rymer: dominic made me sit in the very back of the van
magdalena Rymer: and i said
magdalena Rymer: "Black people...BACK OF THE BUS!"
1:20 AM
chemistrybeaker: hahaha
magdalena Rymer: it took you that long to typ ethat?
magdalena Rymer: for real?
magdalena Rymer: xD
chemistrybeaker: i missed the enter button
magdalena Rymer: k
chemistrybeaker: i kept pushing shift
magdalena Rymer: >.>
magdalena Rymer: <.<
chemistrybeaker: I . I
magdalena Rymer: x]
chemistrybeaker: that's your eyes looking forward
magdalena Rymer: whaaat?
magdalena Rymer: ahahahh
magdalena Rymer: OHHH
magdalena Rymer: LMFFAO
chemistrybeaker: wuha
magdalena Rymer: omg
magdalena Rymer: i can't breathe
magdalena Rymer: haha ok...
magdalena Rymer: i think i'm good
magdalena Rymer: how do you know that they aren't cones?
magdalena Rymer: HMMMM?
chemistrybeaker: I have this feeling
chemistrybeaker: deep in my heart
magdalena Rymer: omg
chemistrybeaker: that they aren't cones
magdalena Rymer: ahaha
magdalena Rymer: you
magdalena Rymer: def
magdalena Rymer: need sleep
chemistrybeaker: i do!
chemistrybeaker: work starts at ocho tomorrow
magdalena Rymer: omgawsh
magdalena Rymer: jeebus
chemistrybeaker: i know
chemistrybeaker: i should seriously get going now!
magdalena Rymer: mhmm
magdalena Rymer: imma finish this moovie
chemistrybeaker: it was awesome talking to you
magdalena Rymer: likewise mah home skilet
chemistrybeaker: good night and peace afuera
magdalena Rymer: ciao
here's a part of a convo i had with eddie. pretty freekin hilarious. It helps to read about something happy.
chemistrybeaker: good!
magdalena Rymer: LOL
magdalena Rymer: once me and catie were acting really drunk
magdalena Rymer: and we remembered that you always said that
magdalena Rymer: and for like an hour thats all we said
chemistrybeaker: LOL
magdalena Rymer: ahaha
chemistrybeaker: i can picture that
magdalena Rymer: and then
magdalena Rymer: when we had to leave...
magdalena Rymer: dominic made me sit in the very back of the van
magdalena Rymer: and i said
magdalena Rymer: "Black people...BACK OF THE BUS!"
1:20 AM
chemistrybeaker: hahaha
magdalena Rymer: it took you that long to typ ethat?
magdalena Rymer: for real?
magdalena Rymer: xD
chemistrybeaker: i missed the enter button
magdalena Rymer: k
chemistrybeaker: i kept pushing shift
magdalena Rymer: >.>
magdalena Rymer: <.<
chemistrybeaker: I . I
magdalena Rymer: x]
chemistrybeaker: that's your eyes looking forward
magdalena Rymer: whaaat?
magdalena Rymer: ahahahh
magdalena Rymer: OHHH
magdalena Rymer: LMFFAO
chemistrybeaker: wuha
magdalena Rymer: omg
magdalena Rymer: i can't breathe
magdalena Rymer: haha ok...
magdalena Rymer: i think i'm good
magdalena Rymer: how do you know that they aren't cones?
magdalena Rymer: HMMMM?
chemistrybeaker: I have this feeling
chemistrybeaker: deep in my heart
magdalena Rymer: omg
chemistrybeaker: that they aren't cones
magdalena Rymer: ahaha
magdalena Rymer: you
magdalena Rymer: def
magdalena Rymer: need sleep
chemistrybeaker: i do!
chemistrybeaker: work starts at ocho tomorrow
magdalena Rymer: omgawsh
magdalena Rymer: jeebus
chemistrybeaker: i know
chemistrybeaker: i should seriously get going now!
magdalena Rymer: mhmm
magdalena Rymer: imma finish this moovie
chemistrybeaker: it was awesome talking to you
magdalena Rymer: likewise mah home skilet
chemistrybeaker: good night and peace afuera
magdalena Rymer: ciao
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